why can't i walk away?? i really tried.. damn freaking hard. there's a place where i want to be.. a place i use to be..
come, spin with me! {3:18 AM}
Monday, November 02, 2009
koped from a gd friend blog.. really agree to what it said..
love stories don't need labelled relationships love stories don't need happily-ever-afters love stories are simply about, well, LOVE...
Could not have agree more.. oh well.. :)
come, spin with me! {11:45 PM}
haiz, what mess have i gotten myself into this time? I know i shouldnt, i'm not ready, my life is not even sorted out yet, and i still think i'm mr superman. I found out my weakness and i know its not going to be easy to overcome it, but i've gotta try. i really need to be stronger, be more serious in stuff. There's no looking back and thinking on what i should have done or what i shouldn't have, what done is done. I really gotta move forward, i deserve to endure whatever dues that i need to receive for my mistakes. I shouldn't have brought u into the picture. I thought i was ready, but apparently i wasn't. There's still much to learn, Lord please guide me through and give me the wisdom to not fall into the trap again. There are stuff where hidden deep inside hurts so badly, and i dont know what to do with it. Lord I hand my life into Your hands, that You may use it however u seem fit, please change me for the better to be a good living testimonial for You.
I thought the last tear had dropped, but it wasn't so...
come, spin with me! {1:15 AM}
Saturday, August 08, 2009
Don't go around saying the world owes you a living. The world owes you nothing. It was here first.
come, spin with me! {3:25 AM}
Friday, August 07, 2009
why am i feeling this way?? no.. i shouldnt be... oh well.. It started of smiling.. i dont want it to end sadly...
come, spin with me! {2:05 AM}
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
its been a while.. my week has been slack and busy at the same time.. FOC just ended.. i'm happy my og won the best og!! happy!! its hard to imagine that this bunch of ppl who i had my doubts ar first actually manage to be the best!! proud of them! i finally understand how fun is it to be an ogl.. :)bumble bees rox!
come, spin with me! {11:57 PM}
Monday, July 20, 2009
come, spin with me! {12:20 AM}
Sunday, July 19, 2009
today.. SHI NING.. some girl in church that i don't know passed away.. Thank you LORD for bringing her away from all the sufferings, for bringing her to a better place by you side. She's only 10 this year.. this post is specially dedicated to her.. a spiritual mentor for everyone of GOD's children.. a leader.. this is her story..
A girl.. high white blood cell count.. doctor needed a bone marrow transplant urgently to save this little girl's life.. at the age of 4.. this strong girl endured 6 years of hardship.. and never did she once lost faith in HIM.. instead she was the one pushing her parents on.. bringing the joy back to the family.. GOD really provides.. HE gave her parents 6 more extra years to spent with her.. GOD extended SHI NING's contract on earth..GOD provided.. the surgery was succesfull last year.. but after a while.. the bone marrow which was given to the girl had some prob.. the white blood cell spread.. Praise the LORD.. This year she was admitted to hospital again.. and its in critical condition.. she herself knows she dont have much time.. but from what rev wang tells us.. her spirits has never gone down.. always trusting.. this morning.. Rev wang said.. doctors confirmed 95% infected le.. she dont have much time left.. telling us how strong she was.. I was filled with emotions.. i couldnt control myself.. today at 5pm she went to the kingdom of the LORD.. you know how strong she was?? on the way to the hospital in the ambulance.. she asked her mom.. whether she could let her go.. Her mom nodded.. and she left.. how strong she was.. I thank you LORD for giving me this spiritual mentor.. to show me how wonderful YOUR love is.. thanks you Shi Ning.. May you enjoy your stay there.. I promise i'll get to know you one day.. up there.. its a promise.. :)
sorry for the lousy writing.. i cant type properly with all the emotions in me..
come, spin with me! {11:50 PM}
i'm a happy brother today.. my sister came back from cell group.. i mean.. wow.. how the LORD works is truly amazing.. i thanks you LORD.. for this wonderful miricle..
